Doodles of the Insane

I have a question for u friends…. What if our minds are transparent?? Feels good.. isn’t it?? I think so… I believe most problems in the world arise due to the opaqueness of our mind.. what if one can see through other’s mind?? # People get those who love them as their partners… # People get to know who their real friends are …. # People don’t have to wait for the words to be uttered through the mouth…(of course deafened people wont suffer that much…will they?) # There is no need for a language for every country, every state, every region….(a common language all over the world!!) # Naturally crime rates go down…(feels closer to Steven Spielberg’s Minority Report??) Now when we look at a person for the first time, its his looks which gets registered in our brain … and when we further get closer to them, we get to know about his interior design… until then what we think is just an assumption.. When we can see through the minds of the strangers,...

I have spent enough time in my home for now .. so its getting a little bored here ..I will be leaving to davangere tomorrow to get into the groove for my prefinal year in MBBS .. when I enjoy out there I don’t remember abt home for some days , then I would feel like coming back here again .. yes its been a cycle all over the ages … Life has been the same .. its all about maintaining the equilibrium delicately .. A drug taken in overdose becomes a poison .. Loneliness for a brief period escorts me to a rapture but the same for a prolonged time makes me insane.. Its abt sandwiching the jam between the bread along with the butter…I guess I m doing it well..

I am not what I was I will not be what I am I am under the constant spell of metamorphosis This is how I describe myself .. I have been transmuting over the past few years quite unexpectedly but still the core remains inside me as a constant ... I was trying to explain myself , my thoughts , my problems to my chechi (online sister.. I now have atleast a minimum of 4 loving sisters excluding my ever loving own akka)yesterday and while doing that I was not satisfied about myself…I dunno why … bcoz of my transformations or bcoz of my constancy…. None is perfect …I am none… You would find this phrase nowadays common in T-shirts , orkut profiles , some posters etc… well that is just an justification for most of us… The most craziest thing I have known about our human race is that we try to justify our own actions and try to defend our position where we stand…and I am no exception to this… Well for a simple example , I don’t talk to girls that freely on...

When someone displays his talent , there is nothing more grievous for him than to dispirit his work ...he gets inhibited and his innovation gets subsided ... so it’s the encouragement that keeps him moving along the road… This is what I have learnt now after having launched this blog… Everytime I log in , my eyes pay a visit to the numerical digit in front of the comments …and it keeps on sticking as the same constant – the universal zero…so friends if u read my blog please leave a note here …. I myself have been very hard most of the time …I never use to appreciate things unless they astonish me …hmmm that’s gotto change now for sure … So acquisition of knowledge transpires only when faced from the horse’s mouth… Guyz I am an amateur in blogging and my vocabulary is too diminutive …so try to cope up with my pace (guess it cant be called that way!!) I know what I scribble here is completely insane and I love to do even more … Thanks for those who read ...

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At this second atleast a minimum of hundred thoughts flow through my mind, but still I find it hard to ink those …I am in short of innovation which is the basis for an artist…well I never meant myself an artist there…but I try myself to be one … So about thoughts and a mind …I will engrave something about these today…I guess most of our minds behave just like this …like a monitor to your thoughts …which is never switched off…which can be never switched off voluntarily (can it be???)I guess so…one of my friend has named his blog more appropriately as STANDBY MODE (ie thoughts of a mind in standby mode)that’s cool … isn’t it? Only in quiet waters do things mirror themselves undistorted.. Only in a quiet mind is adequate perception of the world.. -Anonymous Read this phrase yesterday while doing my routine browsing …I have read these stuffs in many spiritual books before(I was a spiritual fan some...

so after having abandoned my last post in middle of somewhere, i come again to renew the post now.. well i hope my last crap would have got u how lazy this creature is....hmmmm leave it for now.. So i was saying some rubbish about death ...right?...yes... So far I havent experienced the loss of my close friends , parents, relatives[very close to me] etc...but i always fear about that loss..it makes me feel very grievous.. most of the time my mind thinks about the bad things that should not happen ...Thankfully those are still dreams ...Anyways they will happen oneday...I will have to lose them or they will have to lose me...I would prefer the second option easily...but Life is unpredictable as all we know...some months back I lost my English teacher named Manian sir ..well he was the close one I have lost i guess since my grown maturity..I respected him very much as most of my schoolmates ..he was a great person , very jovial ...his classes used to be a great fun for all of us...and ...

Death... This five letter word has been the most mysterious phenomenon I had ever known... Is it an entrance to another world where we rest in peace?? or Is it an entrance to the same world where we live in?? or Is it just a dead end?? Hmmm since I have known the world, this thing has kept me wondering for many nights..so i decided to buy some book about this and i ended up with LIFE AFTER DEATH by some unknown author(I dont remember the name...not worth remembering) well those were my beginning series of books...now I guess i read a lot...that too only when i m free from this machine... hmmm sorry friends...too lazy to complete this now...will do it later... To be continued....

So after having renewed my internet account , for which i have to wait for 2 days , now my self imposed curb on my freedom of browsing has beed abolished succesfully.Well these two days were very difficult to cope up without this connectivity to the outer world.Its when i have no other job to do, i look around my surroundings.Does that mean i am an opportunist?? May be!! As I had no other significant things to do these days, I spent some time in looking around myself .Many things have changed around my home ;new constructions being carried out everywhere ...one particular thing in our schoolhood cricket ground, where we used to play cricket almost on all weekends irrespective of weather conditions let it be the sunny summer holidays or those rainy days when we use to put sand on those stagnant pitch to make it affordable for playing a good game..Our craziness didnt end up there ..it even went to a high of maintaining a record for all runs scored ,all wickets captured, catches taken, st...

On this night ,22.03.2007, during when I failed to fall asleep...a faint idea of creating a blog stroke upon my cerebrum and the consequence is this neonatal blog by a neophyte... I have always had profound thoughts about various issues, but I never came forward to share my thoughts with others except to my friends of my circle ,which is really small and keeps on dwindling most of the time...And so this blog would obviously help me out in this ...I believe so... The name I have entitled for my blog is DOODLES Of The INSANE....U can guess who is that Insane...Its got to be myself... oops its 6 AM now...got to brush my teeth...I have just had my second night out in my life... The first one was when I had to work out the whole night for my pathology II paper exactly one month ago...(GOD!! ..its a coincidence!!) Well , so I would be home for another week atleast...and will try to post some thing to keep my newborn baby alive... Good Morning.....