The Cruel Conscious


Am I the one in a million??
Nope, I am just another simian!!
I can see me no more unique;
I feel a constant impulse to kick!!
Curse My pretence??

I don't know whom to trust!!
After all, is this play a must??
Why do I seek the perfect,
in a world of rudimentary puppets??
Curse the parasitic world??

Lust dressed in the pseudonym of Love,
how many more iniquity do I owe??
I know what matters is the core!!
But my blind eyes wanna see more!!
Curse the perverted eyes??

This habit of choosing the best
& unjustly justifying the rest,
Won't it not act unaided without me??
From these Walls, will I ever break free??
Curse the putrid mind?

Evilly, living this life of lies,
beneath my surface, now nothing lies!!
I stand with my arms wide apart,
ready to depart!!
Curse this predatory life??

Where do we lose our innocence??
Is that deficiency termed ignorance??
My acuity is blurred without a lens;
Do I wear my shoes as a penance??
Curse My precarious diplomacy??

To swim in this sea of sins,
I fly with hemiplegic wings!!
Its the conscious, the cause!!
From the inside, hear Your voice!!
Curse the cruel conscious!!

Comments

Jeya Anand said…
will PETA sue me for having disgraced
a monkey??:D:D:D
Chronus Ess said…
you need the answer... :D

i hope its not forty two. haha
Scary blog ...:O Articles are good :)

Thanks for dropping by and letting me know the existence of a nice blog! :)
Jeya Anand said…
ponnarasi...
scary??? well!! thanx:)
Anonymous said…
another insane creation isn't it :)
splendid as ever

man i m longing to read one of ur those story posts too...please special request from me..write a thriller for me..please :)
Jeya Anand said…
DREAM CATCHER
thanks man....

and the request ...I will try to fulfill urs...but I am not good in writing thrillers...may be I will try ...I dont mind abt the consequence!!DO u??;)
Amandeep Singh said…
Awesome...
Yes it is the Concious man..U r so damn right!
nd I just loved this work of urs man...
Great!
Anonymous said…
And u have no idea how many times i vetried to visit ur blog.
sigh
Finally it opened!!!
Still Searching said…
I liked this part the best:
"Lust dressed in the pseudonym of Love,
how many more iniquity do I owe??"

Interesting poem.. mysterious, cynical...
Keshi said…
whoppppppaaa! I can see ur blog today :):) AMAZING hehe.

Wut a great verse too. U write too good Jeya!

Keshi.
Jeya Anand said…
standby...
hey yes man...its the damn conscious!!Thanks...
And I m not yet done with my blog!!still mending with the template....Some probz with the BLOGGER!!

Still searching...
hey changed ur display name?? so wat are u searching for???
Yes thats one of my fav line too...:)
Yes its full of mysteries!!!unlock them!!!

Keshi...
yea finally!!:D
But work still not yet over!!!
Thanks:)
Where do we lose our innocence??
Is that deficiency termed ignorance??


beautiful!!! looks likei've missed a lot. anyways thank you for redressing your blog.looks more handsome now! ;P
Anonymous said…
PETA may not sue you. But I'll be sure to represent anyone who express that desire. Even a certain idiotic sagittarian.
Jeya Anand said…
Nithya...
Thanx...u can always gain what u have lost here;)

anonymous....:(
why have u gone unnamed??
I know who you are...but may be u are right in the last verse;)
Impressionist said…
fantastic job as always bro! :)

peace & love
Jeevy
"its better to rule in hell than to serve in heaven"
its actually, in a way, a bliss to lust and not to love,to be able to choose and not care about being chosen ;)
Anonymous said…
Hard hitting and bold.
You have a good voice.
Best wishes pal. Keep it up.
Great Analysis,... Dude!!

Evilly, living this life of lies,
beneath my surface, now nothing lies!!

Gr8 lines... Good going!!
Jeya Anand said…
Rajeev...
thanks bro:)

Poison coated elixir....
u r planning to increase my crime rate !! arent u?? ;)

Kulpreet...
thanks :)

Ravi...
thanks da machaan... and congrats for the dual placement!!!:)
Pallav said…
Pretty funny, heck, but you are not funnier than me!! ;)

Thanks for the laughs.

N
Jeya Anand said…
N
hey how did u find that funny man??? :0....I am scratching my head here....need a reply pls!!
Jeya Anand said…
Kaylee...
Thanx ... take care!!
Sneha P said…
brilliant.....this i love!!
wonderfully cursed all the best and worst things in life!! ;)
Jeya Anand said…
vitruvian...
thanks :)
annie said…
"Where do we lose our innocence??
Is that deficiency termed ignorance?"

- Reality strikes here. Innocence lost with the waves of time. Nice poem,indeed.

Thanks for blogrolling me:)
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