Doodles of the Insane

Only I saw that the moon, lying somewhere over the space, was lying something , at least to me. Only I saw that the moon, with its surface embossed with occult craters, was gloomy & morose. Only I saw that the moon, illuminated by the fiery sun, was missing its soul and its tender mate. Only I saw that the moon, obscured by thick melancholy clouds, was perspiring in its eyes. Yet I saw through it, a rare beauty, in being a solitary soul, unearthed.

Am not dead yet.. Just buried alive.. I'll come back..

Untraceable , between the capricious extremes of mood, among the fluctuating variations of life, Something,that I call precious, lives .. Lost , in the mystifying mazes of time, on the universal path to Death, Something, that I call precious, lurks .. Living , with the omnipresent confusions of the heart, in the delirious illusions of the mind, Something, that I call precious, slowly dies .. Something that means nothing to you & everything to me.. It is something, that I can't explain, & you can't understand.. Its my Soul ..

The eternal love for silence only aggravates the questions of the others.. The questions that never reap answers, & the answers that never trigger the solutions.. And the hunt goes on for a prey that never existed.. The prey, I pray for.. The prey, I pray to.. The prey, I stare into, inside my own reflections.. The race between the two titans, of the wicked mind & the mighty heart .. one would be sold a slave to the other.. & I would be indebted to the thorns forever, for I let my mind assassinate the heart!! It seems I am flawed again, as usual.. Trying to grasp the enigmatic human nature , all I gained was a little heaviness atop.. & all I lost was my soul for rent !! Simply.. i Don't Exist ..

Reading this might seriously cause some irreversible changes in your brain, if you are vulnerable, like me! The cool breeze blew gently along the coastal highway, on a gloomy evening with the sun about to rise for the other side of the world. The furious red ball was floating just above the cool blue ocean, a little away from the never reachable horizon. Lost in the eternal waves of the waves, the hiss of the breeze escaped into the auditory canals of the passers by. A frail wail floated over the wind,inaudible. As the two wheeler approached near, the cry grew louder and intelligible, though masked by the ever blue roar of the sea. "...its rightly said...its an illusion..hallucination..hmmmm..how would you define Time?? dear.." "Hey..don't make your thoughts contagious!.. right??(chuckles)..anyway, here's your answer..I ain't what you are..So I wouldn't attempt to screw up my brain and wander the streets as insane!!..you know, thats what you are exactly d

It hasn't been a good week so far, for us, for our college. The Sun on sunday brought up with it, tears from our eyes. Kunal , a 20 year old lad, my junior, II yr MBBS student was killed instantaneously in a bike crash. He was reportedly involved in a freaky race with his friends, probably after getting drunk. After his bike skidded of the road, he struck his head against the lamp post on the side of the road. He died right there due to brainstem death. His face was reportedly disfigured unilaterally. Horrible! Terrible! Isn't it?? It didn't end there.. Vidya , the guy's girl friend, couldn't possibly absorb the shock and ended up in a state of hysteria. She was calmed down with the aid of sedatives and was taken home by her parents. And the next day, she ended her life too. She belonged to the same batch too. They both were the class representatives in their first year of college for their batch. The whole college is in a depressing mood. It really hurts when som