Doodles of the Insane

Thud!! Thud!! Thud!! Marched the black army above, with the spears aimed below... This is a war, & Earth is what they mar... This is a battle, & life is what they unsettle... There blew the siren, that shiver us to frighten... Scouting the fragile part, the recruited arrows depart... sssssshhhh!! ssssssshhhh!! They shade the sky in infinite... The living stare at so polite... Defenseless the men surrender, & the victorious defeat they suffer... In every good there is some bad, & the bad make them sad... This between the heaven & the mankind, leaves a million memories rewind... Its time to welcome the monsoon, for its our greatest boon!! P.S. for those who still toil under the sun raining rays, the brigade is already on the way:)

The sun was back deep under the ocean.It was now the turn of the moon.And the yellow monochrome light faded into dusky white and the shadows vanished into oblivion.The bright blue of the sea into dark black echoing the poorly inflamed orb. On the other side of the ocean were a couple of shadows crawling on the lonely shores.Of their shadows ,one was lengthier and the other a bit shorter.But the shadows of their souls were very much similar and seemed to merge inside each other. ZOOMING IN VIA GOOGLE EARTH... After a brief walk on the sand hardened by the galloping tears of the ocean, we turned back to see our own footprints fighting to triumph over the waves of time.I said, " we will last an eternity living in serenity" , the only time I used my tongue to converse ,that evening. She smiled at me and we held hands and walked towards the small table, interlocked. TRIIIINGGGGG....screeched something in my pocket.I took it out and switched it off. "Honey , what was that?...

Lying down on the floor, staring into the roof, I realized some precious pieces precociously .It was....you need to have a velocity greater than that of the blades of the fan to travel through it ,unhurt. And I believe my velocity need to get amplified a ton times. Otherwise I would end up without blood in my heart and the rest oozing from my skin(I am damn sensitive!!) Today I realized who was the real innocent.Its not the girl with whom I ended my affair in a spell of elongated unspoken silence. Today I realized who was the real ignorant.Its not my sweet dear sister, who frustrates & annoys me with her skills of questioning. Unfortunately its me!! Innocence & Ignorance are the two eyes of a fool(Am I right??). And so it goes without saying , I end up as a fool, a loser!!Anyhow I can soothe my inside my saying this is not the end ;Just a bend; I am still running the race and I won't lose my pace!! Life is all about learning, experiencing and of course living. What did I ...

Yesterday night, when I browsed through the comments as usual on my Nokia 3230, I was not a bit astonished.In fact I was amazed a lot. Bcoz I was handed the THINKING BLOGGER AWARD by Neo which in turn was awarded by Rajeev .Both of whom I admire a lot for their capabilities to pen down phenomenal poems(Neo) and crispy yet stunning short stories(Rajeev). Now getting back to the day(actually it was a night) when I gave birth to this blog , I remember my Mom scolding me to get off the computer and to spend some time on the bed(Now its the reverse, I spend the whole day on my bed in this gloomy icy climate!!).I let my Mom's words traverse through the auditory canal of one and out through the other. And the result is this DOODLES OF THE INSANE . Its just 3 months old( Neonatal ) and I believe this comes pretty premature for an amateur(ppl is my ego inflated?? Dont mind atleast for today!!lol).I see those days with my comments zero , posts unread , blog unnoticed ,the doodler unkn...

Hanging by the watch's minute hand, we were exploring our own land; Too slowly crawled the clock, Our brains were fixed in a block; The state of steadiness measured in terms of pegs, we flew around with wings pinned to our legs; Out came the words from the inside, that crenelated the heart in vitro quite wide; From dumb to a chatter box, cowardice to courage, this OH-fluid made our neurones outrage; Our souls confessed our sins kneeling down, Yet our exterior dressed in the mask of a clown; We see an aureole around every face, bcoz the Inner God emerges out from the surface; We let ourselves ruled by the uninhibited subconscious, and slaughter our cruel inhibited conscious;

Blinded by the celestial flash of light, that turns my black eye glittering white; Deafened by the raucous roars of the sky, that soars the rapturous decibels so high; Captivated by the aroma of the wet earth, that equals a million flower's worth; Drenched by the drops of transparent pearls, that organizes a beautiful play in whorls; Dumbstruck by the drama, the sphere so luminous, clouded by opacities hides beneath my eyes!

Give me a log of wood, You will see my face bathed in blood!! Give me a cruel whip, my torso will bear a tough grip!! Give me an apical dagger, my heart will exhibit a hollow bigger!! Give me a fiery gun, You will witness in my abdomen none!! My life vanishes under the hard bricks, and in the corner my death dangerously lurks!! The will to live dies , and the will to die lives!!