Do these count??

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Of the music, the purest,
Betwixt the souls, the rarest,
The spell of scintillating silence.
To hurt, do I've the license?

To coagulate,I nipped the bud,
To hire peace in the bed.
The dead dreams, of my sight,
Now I wonder whether its right?

When I see you, let me be blind!
I don't wish my heart to grind!
From the inside of my head, I hear two,
of which I am confused which is true?

The bleed is now indocile.
I am sick of being a missile,
that penetrates other's leaf.
Do these sins count to my life?

Comments

Anonymous said…
man!! now this time u made me open my dictionary ..he he..

btw its pretty surprising..m also writing something like this..

this is awesome again...doodles are getting better than ever ;)
July 12, 2007 at 4:23 PM
Jeya Anand said…
well...if u are eager enough to answer those raised question...U can go ahead...or else u can just skip like out regular tags...LOL....
hey dream catcher...
great..u too on the same stream?? well waiting for that...:) thanks dude...And read them once again... i was still working on it when u made the comemnt..now its renewed even the title...:)
July 12, 2007 at 4:34 PM
Anonymous said…
aillaaa misshtake..sorry bro..he he

yeah its kinda same..but i m writing this in a different perspective,..but its very much gives the same feeling..

When I see you, let me be blind!
I don't wish my heart to grind!
From the inside of my head, I hear two,
of which I am confused which is true?
July 12, 2007 at 4:47 PM
Jeya Anand said…
hey Dream catcher
well ...u have ur own style...everyone knows that...and i bet u i will search for the dict at the time of reading urs....:D
July 12, 2007 at 4:50 PM
Sara said…
Get over it!! You did what you had to do!!
July 12, 2007 at 8:54 PM
Chronus Ess said…
Keep Sinning man. It's more fun, and nobody takes account.

Btw, interesting read. Inspired from your own life?
July 12, 2007 at 9:01 PM
Jeya Anand said…
hey sara
hmmmm...well...those are under my feet rt now...just tried to pen them...and waiting for u to get online...something fresh here...;)

hey acid tongue....
hehehhe...u r cool...:D
yeah...from my chapters...:)
July 12, 2007 at 9:48 PM
Ravisekharan (a) Ravi said…
Hey good going man... I m very rare to the internet these dayz. Jus now read both ur posts.. gud going dude!!
July 13, 2007 at 12:02 AM
KAYLEE said…
WOW GREAT POST BETTER THAN I COULD EVER DO:P
July 13, 2007 at 12:58 AM
Anonymous said…
well this time u wont need any dic..m sure :)
July 13, 2007 at 1:37 AM
Chronus Ess said…
@jeya
hmmm.. your chapters????
July 13, 2007 at 2:13 AM
KAYLEE said…
I GOT A QUESTION WHY IS BLOG CALLED DOODLES OF THE INSANE???? Surely you dont think you are insane do ya?
July 13, 2007 at 8:07 AM
Sara said…
Kaylee, he is insane. Trust me.
Jeya, fresh??? What've you been up to this time?
July 13, 2007 at 1:30 PM
Jeya Anand said…
hey Ravi...
Back to coll?? how is it going and the job?? seems harish is in mysore..atleast a guy in karnataka near me:)Thanks man...

hey Kaylee....
Thanks...:)u can do wonders when u grow up:)for sure...

and for the question...Infact i think I am insane most of the time...;)dont mind...just kidding...and if u ahev time check this post...IN SANE is INSANE !!from my archives...

hey dream catcher...
lets see...:)

Hey acid tongue...
yeah my own life:)
July 13, 2007 at 2:49 PM
Jeya Anand said…
Hey sara...
Well Why do u strain urself to answering to the questions raised for me??:D
Let me answer...:)
And i will tell u when we chat...:)
July 13, 2007 at 2:51 PM
Shruti said…
Hmm, some of the most puzzling questions....

The way you have put it here is marvellous...

Take care
July 13, 2007 at 3:34 PM
Jeya Anand said…
hey shruti...
thanks ... yeah they are puzzles...doodles..:)
July 13, 2007 at 3:37 PM
Sara said…
Strain? My dear friend, i lve telling the world that you're not only insane but also highly idiotic ;P
July 13, 2007 at 7:14 PM
Jeya Anand said…
hey sara
well if thats ur pleasure...go ahead...missionary;)
Atleast u will add traffic to my blog;):D
July 13, 2007 at 7:23 PM
bornfortheu.s.a said…
you keep getting better at this...lovely!
July 13, 2007 at 7:56 PM
Jeya Anand said…
Neo...

when u say that... thats such a compliment...:)
Thanks bro....
July 13, 2007 at 7:59 PM
KAYLEE said…
OKAY I UNDERSTAND IOT NOW AFTER READING THAT POST IN YOUR ARCHIVES:P
July 14, 2007 at 12:49 PM
Jeya Anand said…
good...then:) kaylee....
July 14, 2007 at 1:03 PM
Pallav said…
I just remembered this one line after reading your poem.

"Be sure your sins will seek you out."

Ha ha, now isn't that a thought!

;)

N
July 14, 2007 at 6:01 PM
Jeya Anand said…
hey N...
Yeah thats quite a thought;)
July 16, 2007 at 2:47 PM
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