Doodles of the Insane

I logged into my own blog today to be greeted by a noxious scent , swarming mosquitoes breeding plasmodium species inside them , a dozen of flying foxes suspended upside down feeding their rotten fruits , eight legged creatures weaving their tensile web to try their luck for lunch , diverse alienated members of the phylum Arthropoda , a couple of snakes dancing and exhibiting their lethal fangs!! GUESS WHY?? My blog had been stagnant for a while now!! Beware !! I feel very much like my blog , stagnant. I feel like struck somewhere. The world seems to be paused to me. But I know its playing back behind my back. I had been lonely this week ,with my roomie gone home. Alone I sat & ate; Alone I walked & talked; Alone I slept & wept; Alone I lived in my world; And I realized loneliness is no longer a bliss. The Inner God (the subconscious I mean ;I prefer to call that way) radiates countless questions and oodles of puzzles towards me , to which I remain a deaf & dumb. The co...

The time was dark and it was about to witness the first light of day. And a soul was wandering in this remorseless sphere , lost. Tired of its night duty , the moon whispered to its clan to take over the work of illuminating the life of all the souls. And so came the light of dawn . And so the light in numerous people's life.I know I am one among them, now.But not then. The place was smelling malodorous(of the fluid that keeps every one alive!) ; May be thats why people were masked there .But once you stand in there for 10 minutes , you will realize that its not that bad! Bcoz you will either get adapted to the stinky scent or you will lose your consciousness to test your olfactory senses. There in the centre was a cot , a specialized one for an act ; A Godly act; Above the cot were multiple spot lights suspended in air , as if they gonna crash down any moment.The lights were similar to the stadium floodlights illuminating the field but here it was to enlighten the process, ...

Staring at the death , inevitable he still believes, he is capable; The present and the past has been a sorrow; And there will be no tomorrow; He scanned around for a light that would save his plight; It was dark all around and a star fell to the ground; Its intensity adulterated with evil; Now to live , he has to kill; In this survival race, the weak lose their face; The parasite invades the host; An upsurge among the pest; On a wrong axis, the people revolve; His dark soul will never evolve; From the bad , the good deflects; From his body , the malignant image reflects; He lives a day more at the cost of an inocent core!

Let me thank Neo for his fired prescription on my doodle entitled " Gloomy paralysis ".For it has provoked me to utilize his question as the source for this post. Neo said... what makes u think that gettin that special gal wud make ur life better?!! May 7, 2007 10:54 AM So I discovered the answer squeezing my frontal lobes with the hard skull.The word desire means "to wish or long for".We all carry bags and loads of desire through out our life and it is those desires which make us travel towards the horizon. The desires get transformed into dreams which further metamorphose into our deeds that ultimately decides our life. We all have a desire to see the unseen We all have a desire to know the unknown. We all have a desire to hear the unheard. We all have a desire to feel the unfelt. We all have a desire to explore the unexplored. We all have a desire to experience the unexperienced. We all have a desire to conquer the unconquered. We all have a desire...

It has been a perfect day so far today; Although I have just gone half way through it, I beleive its gonna be the same for the rest of the day.Bcoz when you start well , you have a higher probability of finishing well. After being inspired by the spiderman III movie(I don’t get why people didn’t like this movie?? Its better than the previous two and the best)late night ,I dozed off into a sleep and I still couldn't make out what my brain was thinking about or where I was taken to in my dreams. And the dream thrived unconsciously but successfully ..Here it goes .. Time 6:01AM – My mobile vibrates beneath my pillow and sends a shrieking burst through out my body.I have been used to these kind of threats which disturb my sleep and I make a quick decision whether to snooze or stop my mobile alarm.And I press the left hand soft key SNOOZE. Time 6:06AM – It vibrates and shrieks again. This time I choose the right hand soft key STOP.This five minutes of sleep in between is the time when I...

I end up everyday now in this week exhausted suffering from the gloomy paralysis which is deteriorating my gray matter very much. I have been living a Zombie's life recently. There are so many wishes inside ;so many words unsaid ;so many thoughts unidentified ;so many things inhibited ;so so many ... Let me jot down my wishes ... I wish I had no TV in my room... I wish I had some music to lose myself into it... I wish MANCHESTER UNITED win the champions league... I wish more and more people read my blog... I wish I had a connectivity to the world and other people's mind... I wish my life had more meaning... I wish there were some people in my vicinity to talk... I wish I had that special girl... So many wishes inside ...Its getting saturated inside...the fullness wont help either...It needs a blank, an emptiness to which I know not how to travel...Its rightly said " the more you talk the less juice your life will have ".My juice is terribly low. The only peace I hav...

PLEASE READ WITH PATIENCE !! I woke up today pretty early around 8 AM(yeah!! its early for me) due to the peristaltic activity of my intestine(thats the best alarm that works on me!!).I finished brushing and left my torso in a semi inclined position in which I used to browse the channels of the small lovable idiot box. And I revolved one complete 360 degree revolution of channels through the device held in my hand. I stumbled upon the OPRAH show in STAR WORLD and there was a curious strange guest enlightening(really not enlightening!!crying her sorrows out!!) the show. Her name was Jenny Burton aged just 28 but she had already undergone 26 plastic surgeries !! Some 2 on her eyelids , 3 on her nose(it seems first she wanted a nose like Michael Jackson, then like Jennifer Lopez and then someone else) , 2 on her lips , 5 on her breasts , liposuction on her tummy , arms and many more which I don't remember now. She said it has become an addiction now and obsessed with it!! Who knows ...

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