i Don't Exist..

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The eternal love for silence only
aggravates the questions of the others..
The questions that never reap answers,
& the answers that never trigger the solutions..

And the hunt goes on for a
prey that never existed..

The prey, I pray for..
The prey, I pray to..
The prey, I stare into,
inside my own reflections..

The race between the two titans,
of the wicked mind & the mighty heart..
one would be sold a slave to the other..
& I would be indebted to the thorns forever,
for I let my mind assassinate the heart!!

It seems I am flawed again, as usual..
Trying to grasp the enigmatic human nature,
all I gained was a little heaviness atop..
& all I lost was my soul for rent!!

Simply.. i Don't Exist..

Comments

Phoenix said…
:)
Soul for rent? That easy?
March 12, 2008 at 9:11 PM
Jeya Anand said…
very tough... but that's wat intended..
March 12, 2008 at 9:12 PM
Soumya said…
The prey, I pray for..
The prey, I pray to..
The prey, I stare into,

very nice interpretations with the same structure.
March 13, 2008 at 4:05 PM
WritingsForLife said…
no this poem had a lot of emotions... awesome work! :-)
Cheers! :-)
March 17, 2008 at 9:42 AM
Incrediblyirrational said…
i have one word for you - WOW!!!!
damn, you beat me. everytime.
March 17, 2008 at 1:51 PM
Impressionist said…
WOW!
Loved it man!
totally!!

how ru doing?

-I
March 17, 2008 at 10:15 PM
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March 19, 2008 at 11:58 AM
Ravisekharan (a) Ravi said…
Hey, cool work again man!! Keep it up!!!
March 23, 2008 at 1:23 AM
Sophiagurl said…
Gosh! This surely is a tough one. Good to have you back Jattz how are you? Hope you're doing great.
March 23, 2008 at 9:20 PM
Toon Indian said…
wow....beautiful potrait of the eternal battle btw. mind and heart.....
March 27, 2008 at 1:11 PM
Amandeep Singh said…
Now...
this idea has been in ma mind for a while..
mm not idea..but this feeel...yeah..

u pen it
and do that with grace!

:)

amazing as eva man!!!!
March 29, 2008 at 12:22 AM
wildflower said…
I don't exist...wow
how come i had never thought about it...!
March 29, 2008 at 11:34 PM
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